A 5 day Transformational Sisterhood Retreat to return home to your body and yoni, reclaim your sacred pleasure power, tap into your org@smic life force energies & re-member your innate feminine power. 

This is a space of permission and LIBERATION - a space to care for you at the depth of soul and FREE YOU into the next level of your becoming.

We'll be gathering for the Spring Equinox from Thursday, March 20th to Monday, March 24th, 2025 in the magical Mark Twain National Forest on the sacred druzy quartz filled lands of the Osage & Kickapoo, just outside of St. Louis, MO. Get ready to dive deep with each other in sacred circle & into the Earth with the Cave Medicine here! This will be a potent time to step into sacred reconnection and to TRANSFORM at the depth of your being, coming home to your truth & soul essence most of ALL! Come get deeply nourished & restored in your body, Spirit and Soul as we return home to our yoni power & the he(art) of what matters most. 

Welcome HOME, siSTAR!

Feminine Awakening is deeply connected to Homecoming. They are inseparable lovers.  

 

Our body is a core portal to our power. 

Our pleasure and joy create a vibrational frequency & magnetic radiance. 

Our ecstasy is a healing balm for the world. 

Our orgasmic life force is a deep sacred prayer.

Our primal erotic energies are holy fuel.

We hold the ultimate power of creation within our yonis to manifest the lives of our wildest dreams & a New Earth.

 

We are LIBERATING yoni’s around the globe into their full wild feminine creative, spiritual & sexual power! 

 

Yoni is an ancient sanskrit word used to refer to the female reproductive system, including the vagina and other associated sacred structures.

 

In Sanskrit, "yoni" primarily translates to "source," "origin," "womb," or "vagina." Its original root meaning is related to the concept of creation, birth, and fertility. In Hinduism and Tantric traditions, "yoni" refers to the symbolic representation of the divine feminine, often associated with the goddess Shakti. It is typically depicted as a stylized representation of female genitalia and is considered a symbol of fertility, creation, and the cosmic energy of the feminine principle.

 

We believe that the Yoni temple gates are the most holy place in the universe. 

 

The Yoni is an elemental portal to our power, connected to the earth and cosmos.

It is the seat of our greatest magic and wombmanifestation. 

It is here that we give birth to all new life & cosmic creations.

It is the grand entrance way to multiple galaxies, a Cosmic Stargate. 

It is the gateway to the Yoniverse.

It is a portal to the luminous, containing a spirit door to remember us home.

Through yoni, you can enter into multiple dimensions and expand beyond this human form. Here we melt in total oneness with the Great All That Is through bliss and ecstasy. 

 

When we awaken our yonis, we ignite our full (r)evolutionary potential. 

 

You can’t live into your full leadership potential if you’re not firmly rooted in your body and your yoni. Being ecstatically embodied is also the key to coming wildy and unapologetically ALIVE. 

YES! I'm ready to come ALIVE!!

The Retreat Details!

Beginning Thursday, March 20th to Monday the 24th, 2025

WHERE: a Private Retreat Center on Spring Lake in the Mark Twain National Forest just outside of St. Louis, MO in the Heartland

The retreat will begin at 4pm CST on Thursday and will come to a close on Monday morning at 11am. 

**Open to a limited group of siSTARS.**

YES! I'm IN!!!

Do you currently feel...

  • disconnected from your body and your pleasure 
  • unsure of your desires or what lights you’re inner fire
  • numb in your body or dissociated 
  • a lingering sense of dissatisfaction in your life, like something is missing
  • that your romantic or sexual life has waned or is non-existent 
  • that you’re stuck playing the good girl, the mom, the boss or some other role and disconnected from your soul's truth 
  • that you’ve been suppressing your sexual energy & power
  • uncomfortable in your own skin or here on Earth
  • disconnected from your root and primal power
  • that you have stuck energy or trauma stored in your body
  • a deep longing to be FREE, wild & fully expressed

Do you instead desire to...

  • Come back home to your full em-body-ment, Yoni & Orgasmic Life Force Energy
  • Feel fully LIT up and wildly ALIVE with your sacred pleasure, turn on & desire
  • Awaken your full wild feminine creative, spiritual and sexual power so you can self actualize
  • Reclaim your own erotic energy and sexual sovereignty, then decide how you want to share it on your terms
  • Come into an exquisite lovership with yourself
  • Learn to Honor and revere your Yoni, worshiping her medicine as a portal of all creation 
  • Know what your authentic truth feels like in your body and how to express it clearly
  • Be f*!ked wide open by life itself to receive at the next level
  • Come into feminine receptivity to receive the life of your wildest dreams

Here's what our siSTARs are saying! 

I just came out of Lainie's retreat, and I have to say it was phenomenal! It was beyond my wildest dreams. Lainie Love held such precious space that is so safe. I felt so welcome. I felt so held in great transformation. I loved all of her magic that she weaves, and I know I am definitely a new person coming out of this. And I can't say that for other retreats I've been in! So I want to really acknowledge the powerful and sacredness of Lainie Love.

I also was in a year long one on one Mentorship program with her, and I must say she's phenomenal. Anyone that wants to move things and create a new life to bring their gifts to the world, Lainie love is your creatrix! Do it NOW! - Julie Green

During this epic 5 day transformational retreat we will:

Ecstatic Dance & Qoya Inspired Movement

We will reclaim our bodies as sacred sovereign ground, revive our true wild nature and get in sync with our primal erotic instincts. We will dive into Ecstatic Dance & Qoya Movement to remember our wise, wild & free essence and activate the next level of our ecstatic embodiment. 

Sacred Reconnection

We will receive healing and restoration to all aspects of our Being from the land & reconnection. Be deeply held in sacred sisterhood, forming bonds for life with siSTARS to walk with you on the journey. We will reawaken to our interconnectedness with all beings & honor the Divine spark in all things.

Expressive Arts & Oracle

We will deepen with the frequency medicine in the Sacred (R)evolution Oracle as well as engage in expressive arts & sacred play to tap into layer of psyche & soul to inform our journey. We will create a sacred talisman to anchor in the energies of our retreat to take back home with you.

Ritual, Ceremony & Shamanic Healing

We will engage in sacred ceremonies, ritual, breathwork, soundbaths and multidimensional shamanic healing work to intimately connect with our bodies & yonis, reprogram old codes, release what no longer serves & unveil more of our unique #SOULSPARKLE 

Sacred S*xuality & Shamanic S*x Magic

We will learn Sacred S*xuality & Shamanic S*x Magic practices to support your ongoing awakening. We will also deepen in a Sacred (R)evolution® of love and reverence for self, our yonis, each other, the planet and the Web of All Life.

Re-membering our Power & Sovereignty!

We will re-member ourselves back home: to more of our power, sovereignty, personal truth, inner knowing, radiance & authentic soul essence. We will awaken our spiritual, creative & sexual POWER! We will tap into our primal hungers and be fed at the depth of our beings

Why We're Gathering...

 

Womxn have been silenced, shamed, disconnected, disempowered, desecrated, violated & isolated for centuries.

The Sacred Feminine has been lost and shackled. We’ve been consistently told we’re either too much or not enough, so we’re hiding our full light and authentic expression for fear of being shamed, rejected or maybe even burned. There is also an epidemic of violence against women, girls, LGBTQIA peole and the sacred feminine. 

 

This deep separation from the sacred feminine, our own bodies and the Goddess is largely responsible for this. Yet, I am in the body of the goddess, the body of the goddess is in me. Walking the path of the body is walking the path of the goddess.

 

There is clearly a sickness of our wildness today, a deep suppression and vilification of the Divine and Fierce Feminine as well as the darkness & primal erotic energy. 

 

Instead of celebrating our inherent power and claiming our sovereignty, we are living in a time of deep soul loss. We have an epidemic of individuals today disconnected from their bodies and their essence, being repressed from reaching their full (r)evolutionary potential by patriarchal structures.

 

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! 

 

It's time for us to get uncaged, unshackled & fully unleashed from the thousands of years’ reign of patriarchy so that we can be in our wise, wild and free soul essence in the world, unapologetically expressed.  

 

It’s time we re-member who we truly are and why we’re here, Beloved.

 

The world is crying out for a great homecoming now. A homecoming back to the land, our bodies, our yonis and the he(art) of what matters most… Reconnection is the medicine that is most greatly needed in our world right now. 

 

This retreat is about Coming home to our bodies, yoni’s and orgasmic life force energies to create the life of our wildest dreams!!! 

 

What we need is a Sacred (R)evolution® of love and reverence for self, other, the planet and the Web of All Life. Sacred reconnection that will bring an end to the rampant violence in our world, both overt and covert, and restore us to our dignity and humanity. 

 

We are claiming the royal sovereign seat on the throne of our lives, no longer playing by society's rules, the status quo or the limitations of patriarchy. We are stepping up as fierce Sovereign Queens whole unto ourselves, walking as fierce unconditional Divine LOVE in the world.

 

NOW is the time to Sparkle SHAMELESSLY for the Good of ALL! As Isadora Duncan once said, "You were wild once, don't let them tame you." We’re unleashing the Wild free Shakti, Raw life force energy, that which is primal and connecting us to the our instinctual knowing. 

 

Come get comfortable in your own skin, here on earth & in the sweet embrace of sacred siSTARhood

 

Imagine us nestling in together in sacred circle, around the stone hearth fire: deeply connecting to our sacred pleasure, alchemizing what no longer serves, reclaiming the power of our yonis, engaging in potent ceremony & ritual, sharing intimately, witnessing each other, journeying into the depths of our soul essence, crying, raging, multidimensionally healing, dancing wildly with erotic abandon, howling like a pack of wolves, feasting together and returning home to the heart of what matters most in sacred siSTARhood.  We'll be bathing under the stars in the hot tub and receiving transmissions on how to Sparkle SHAMELESSLY directly from the cosmos & Yoniverse herself. We'll also be getting a potent dose of Mama Earth CAVE medicine as well!  

YES!! I'm READY to Return Home

Beth C.

"Lainie Love has a deep understanding of what it means to be WILDLY ALIVE and to own ones self and uses these beautiful gifts to help guide others toward their true passions. She and her team are supportive, knowledgeable, and have the ability to hold each person wherever they are at in their journey. The spaces Lainie creates and holds let people explore their edges and feel all the feels as they move toward realizing their own WILD ALIVENESS and joy."

 

Stephanie G.

“At the Great Yoni Awakening Retreat, I received the gift of safety in pleasure in my sexuality and sensuality. I received reconnection to my womb space. I feel deeply open in my heart, my Yoni, and my pleasure. I also feel very held in the feminine, which has been a life long wound that was healed at this retreat."

 

Vanessa V.

“Lainie Love has been an angel, a sister, a mentor and an energetic fixture that ignites love, power, faith and compassion within me. She keeps me connected to nature, to God/dess, to powerful people, beings and faith that came long before me. The knowledge that she shares is more valuable than any price point you could pick. She is a messenger, a star being, a powerful warrior that stands fiercely for all people to find, practice and be IN their divine medicine, purpose and pleasure in the world.”

Here's what our siSTARs are saying! 

I just came out of Lainie's Retreat, and I wanted to say when I started, I wasn't sure I was going to attend because I was actually presenting in it. I've been facilitating a lot of circles in my life, but I have not participated in a ton of other women's circles to be completely honest. And this completely blew me away! I came in with so much that I was kind of carrying and, and coming out of it, I feel like the soul came back into my eyes. I mean, I can feel it, I can see it.

I feel like I came so much more deeply home to myself!  Lainie holds space in such an integrous and profoundly safe way.  I would highly, highly recommend her circles to anyone. She's a beloved sister and friend, but I have never been in circle with her until now at this depth and level, and I'm just absolutely deeply moved! So amazing!  - Tami Brunk

There are 14 spots

They will SELL OUT, so reserve your spot NOW if you're feeling the call!!

Early Bird Pay in Full

$2880

Save $288 w/ Pay in Full or access the 11 Month Investment Plan below

  • All Inclusive Retreat w/ Shared Accommodations, Curated Organic Food, Retreat Activities, Hot Tub, Lake Access, Cave Visit, Ritual & Art Supplies (travel not included)
  • Group Orientation Zoom Call & Post Retreat Group Integration Call with Lainie Love
  • Yoni Awakening Gift Bag
  • The Great Homecoming Private Circle in our #SOULSPARKLE Sanctuary Online Community

There will be an option to add on massages & healing treatments! 

Join us with the 11 Month Investment Plan of $288/month HERE 

YES! I'm ALL IN!

Early Bird Private Treehouse Upgrade

$3330

Save $333 w/ Pay in Full or access the 11 Month Investment Plan below

  • All Inclusive Retreat w/ accommodations in a treehouse on the lake with a private hotub and kitchen, Curated Organic Food, Retreat Activities, Lake Access, Cave Visit, Ritual & Art Supplies (travel not included)
  • 2 Group Orientation Zoom Calls & a Post Retreat Group Integration Call with Lainie Love
  • Yoni Awakening Gift Bag
  • The Great Homecoming Private Circle in our #SOULSPARKLE Sanctuary Online Community

There will be an option to add on massages & healing treatments! 

Join us with the 11 Month Investment Plan of $333/month HERE. 

Only 2 spots left!
 

Here's what our siSTARs are saying! 

I have done a lot of work throwing events for female entrepreneurs and retreats, and I have to say that Lainie Love is the REAL DEAL. She walks her talk and she is highly, highly committed. She is vulnerable, she is open, she is honest, and she is committed to transformation.

And in all of the women that I've worked with, I have to say that Lainie over delivered, she gave an experience that you feel in your bones you leave here literally transformed. And what I wanted to do coming in, was to remember who I am, and through the experiences this weekend, I am leaving with not only remembering who I am, but honoring where I came from and honoring my ancestors and being so connected to Spirit in a very profound way. AND getting a lot of results that I had not even intended on doing. So, thank you Lainie. I really look forward to working with you in the future. - Elena

Welcome HOME, Beloved...

Here's what our siSTARs are saying! 

"I’ve been to ALOT of retreats, and this was literally the best retreat I’ve ever attended!!! The intention and love that was poured into it, shined. Thank you!" J.I.

 

"I received much more than I could have hoped for on this retreat. I came not knowing what to expect, but knowing it was going to be a powerful part of my personal transformation. I was blessed to receive the medicine of how to embrace the "No" of my body, and the invitation to say "HELL YES" to taking my power back. I had the gift of being held and seen by an amazing group of women that let me know I was exactly where I needed to be, that my grief and anger could be beautiful, and witnessing others' journey as well as being witnessed in my own." B.C.

 

"I felt nourished and love both in body and soul -- the food was delicious, and I loved how open Kourtney was in the kitchen, just loving everybody up" E.R. 

YES! I'm in!!!!

Lainie Love is a Transformational Catalyst... 

...on a mission to free Human Spirits that have been told they’re either “too much” or “not enough” to Sparkle SHAMELESSLY® and step into their authentic power & sovereignty.  She’s a big-hearted Ecstatic Embodied Leadership™ mentor, bestselling , ceremonialist, shamanic healing artist, lightning catalyst as well as the cosmic creatrix of the new Sacred (R)evolution® Multi-Media Oracle Deck. With her own flavor of multimedia ministry, she’s dismantling old systems, ideas and ways of being that promote separateness, dim our unique #SOULSPARKLE and limit our full (r)evolutionary potential. She’s also deeply passionate about ending our culture’s rampant disregard for LIFE, especially the overt & covert violence that’s perpetrated against the Sacred Feminine and our own bodies, by restoring sacred reconnection around the globe.

To that end, she gathers women and the LGBTQIA community in both live & virtual sacred circles to facilitate deep healing, sacred play, soul growth, and alchemical transformation. She's also the founder of The Ecstatic Embodied Leadership Academy that offers spiritual and leadership development training for personal & planetary transmutation. Her ultimate goal is to help us feel more comfortable in our own skin and remember who we truly are and why we’re here by unleashing our bold creativity, innate wildness, primal power & fierce feminine courage!

TOGETHER we're igniting a constellation of star beings Sparkling Shamelessly across the globe to help flood the of humanity with light, love & healing. By learning, practicing and rooting into the 13 Pillars of The Sacred of Sparkling SHAMELESSLY we BECOME the change and maintain a sustainable burn. Embark on the (r)evolutionary journey with her at http://www.lainielovedalby.com/ and on Instagram @LainieLoveDalby  

Welcome Home, Beloved!

Katie Snyder is a... 

...a trauma-informed embodiment guide based in St. Louis specializing in yoga, breathwork, meditation, reiki, yoga nidra, kundalini yoga, and sound healing. She facilitates transformational trauma-informed breathwork birthed from her studies with Pause breathwork, The Healing Arts Center and Kundalini Yoga and provides compassionate holistic guidance supported from her studies with the Institute for the Psychology of Eating and The Empowered Heart Facilitator Training. She has received extensive training and mentorship in trauma-informed leadership through Experience Freedom, deepening her skills as a transformational coach. Her study in Massage Therapy and background in Occupational Therapy fosters her passion to help restore embodied harmony and to find a supportive wellness practice for every body.

Katie’s ultimate wish and intention is that each individual has the felt-sense experience of safety, peace and home in one’s body, mind and heart. Her offerings include private sessions, classes, workshops, events and retreats in addition to 1:1 and group containers.

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Photos by Marie Ortsiefer